Thats what I am. I was totally drunk last night *ashamed* I had 3 dl of vodka, 1/2 bottle of wine and a alcopop. Go me:þ But when I came home at 3 am I performed to take 100 mg sobril, 30 mg imovane 5 vallergan and 10 travel sickness pills. Heh, I got a blacout...

I can remember a thing from when I arrived my house. The only thing I know is that I have cut both of my legs badly. I have about 20 deep cuts. Geez, how stupid can I be?

I should have been at the casualty clinic, but I guess it's been over 6 hours since I've done it, so then they can't do anything anyway....

I've tried to tape them together, but to no use. They still stand out as much as before.

I slept to 5 pm today, and I still have a bad hangover. I just want to fade away, or sleep a endless sleep.

-Nemi-

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